There was also a wonderful irony to this entire week. I felt that this workshop allowed me to realize how something can be at once so objective but so subjective, so "ensemble," but so personal.
I do not believe that I can justify the quality of my experience this past week by just listing everything I learned. However, I do have an idea of how this workshop has further enabled me as a possible actor.
The first two days I remember learning about physical awareness, spatial awareness, and group awareness. Without a doubt, all three categories play an essential role in the whole actor, but I would like to focus on spatial awareness. My new knowledge on spatial awareness allows me to consider the silent messages I can deliver to the audience simply in regards to my use of the given space. For example, I could use extreme proximity to immediately represent a direct intimacy on stage without uttering a word. That being said, any of the spatial relations like extreme distance, downstage center, asymmetry, symmetry, line, geometric shape, group, and counterpoint, are similar vessels of silent and physical expression.
Referring to my previous statement, I believe that the past week allowed me to experience a unique and strong connection with my peers, but also allowed me to explore myself. Towards the beginning of our workshop I remember experiencing Anne Bogart's "Up and Down" activity. By having students trust their ensemble to move in sync, the activity strongly reinforced "group awareness." I remember having to listen carefully to not only what could be audible, but to also "listen" to movements, and perhaps even impending thoughts. Group awareness provided me with the importance of respect and harmony within an ensemble.
I believe that an ideal director is one who can utilize all three to its greatest potential. That being said, I think that through the mastery of all three awareness will come a great project.
As a designer I can now study the given space with the utmost precision. That is because the more I know and see about my space the more I can enhance it with the right colors, texture, and style. My job would be to accomodate the actors and directors spatial awareness with more visual factors.
Thanks to this workshop I know that I will see future plays with an opened eye. I am truly excited to see what I will see in Agamemnon this wednesday. There is no guarantee I will realize all of what will be mentioned but I hope to identify the various spatial relationships and how they convey meaning, the way the actors plant their feet, where the performers hold their center of strength, and how the whole group moves and breathes as an ensemble to create their art.
I know that I don't stand alone when I say that more than just technical knowledge was gained through Mark Hill's visit. Truthfully, the black box sessions provided me with a unique solace at the end of a stressful day. I am constantly anxious, and by constantly I mean incessantly, eternally, perpetually, and infinitely. That being said, the workshops helped me because I was able to focus on something greater than my daily petty worries, and it was like disappearing from the world for just a bit. Like you said, Mrs.Moon, Mark Hill's visit provided a beginning for all of us, and I couldn't personally agree more. This short week gifted me with a sense of hope, a kind of confidence, and further respect for theatre as a unique form of art.